May 23, 2002

I’m just getting off the phone with Suzie. My printer is making lights at me which says that it needs new toner, drum and another 200 expense. Derek’s playing Neil Young at my request. I have the back window of the house open and rogers cable hooked up. Am I home? I’m shooting today, and things are a bit tight with the rest of the schedule, but I still think I can get it done by the 31^st. At least most of the crew has hung in there. We have to buy beer for Craig. We keep forgetting.

what i want to do

The desire to change things...now that's a big deal. I did struggle with it for some time. I hope that my "issue films" do something that I can rationalize any number of ways but the truth is that this is the work I want to do, and that's the reason I want to do it. I also have that feeling about Devotion that you have when you know a film has to be made. I am compelled to do so and in deciding I have made myself very happy. The cash for the camera is sitting here beside me.

Casting & Ideas

I am now in need of a place to hold casting sessions. I have to schedule them somewhere. I'll ask Suzie if she has any ideas. I suppose LIFT is a possible location. It has to be cheap or free. I could also try Hart House where I did the casting for INSTANT DREAD.

IDEA - The Voice Over should come from the Devotion Speech.
IDEA - The dreams tell Alice's Story & Caroline's Story
IDEA - I have to establish that Caroline and Grant loved each other and that he has a drinking problem that leads to problems in the marraige. Caroline's chanting and songs can be a way to distract Alice from her father's moods. This sequence needs to be re-written.